So Long and Goodnight

Happy? Yes? No?

2005-05-25T22:33:00.000+08:00

I spent the whole day vamping my site up. Not this blog, but TIMELESS REVERIE. Woooh!! Yes, you guessed it. My own domain!! *floats in heavenly bliss* Well, errr, it's not really online yet, but it will be soon. Maybe tomorrow, or the day after. ^_^ I'm so excited hahahaha...

Blah, I look pretty happy, don't I? Well, I'm honestly not. Some "guys" have been making a really big mess in our forums since like forever. FADE forums, I mean. And they're really REALLY pissing me off. They think they're Mr. Right or sumtin. Ah nevermind, I won't go into the the details. The only thing I'm gonna do is wait a few more hours or so and shut the messageboard down. Yipee. ~_~

FINALLY!!

2005-05-22T13:55:00.000+08:00

I'm glad it's all done. The SSS and the gigs, I mean. WHOOOOOHHH!!! I'm so happy!! At least I have less things in my head than before.

Wow, I feel so light and relieved.

Well, err, yeah, we didn't win, but it was still a fun experience. Maybe enough experience points to have leveled up? Hahaha kidding... XD

Anyway, congrats to the winners! Especially to Ohri! Galing hahah! =D

Sigh, I'm glad to know it's ended. No more worries...at least for a while >_<

Time to relax and reread Harry Potter 4 and 5. I have to prepare my mind and knowledge about it for the 6th book. ^_^

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Whewness

2005-05-20T22:20:00.000+08:00

Whew, tiring day. But productive at the least. =) The whole day was spent practicing for tomorrow's band competition, and ofcourse, EATING. Hahahah!

Goodluck to FADE+Teki and our original song entitled "Stupid Guy". We actually revised, finalized, and practiced the song just today!! And the competition's tomorrow! Goody ^^

Err, that's it for now. I still have a song to memorize. @_@

Luck or not XD

2005-05-19T23:34:00.000+08:00

That was it. That was actually it. It's finally the end of my Mediator reading sessions. It knew it was going to happen sooner or later. Sad, really sad. But I'm thinking of rereading all the 6 books. Or maybe reading some fanfiction on Fanfiction.net. There is one particular fanfic, it's really good. It's called "Flashlight". How I knew about this? Ofcourse, I'm a member of the Meg Cabot Book Club. Lol! XD

Anyway, like I promised, I'm gonna write all about FADE's gig at the OPP. All I can say is, it was a MAJOR-FREAKAZOIDISH-HOOCHI MAMA-MESSY mess. (Hahaha, wth??) First, the keyboard didn't work, we had to get it replaced. Second, we couldn't hear ourselves. According to my dad, the monitors might have been turned off. You know, those things that make you hear yourself. Third, my 3rd string broke in the middle of a song!! So we had to cut our performance short. Hmm, what else...oh, we couldn't do our moves coz the stage was moving. We wouldn't really want to end up under it, with all the equipment crashing down on us, would we? Haha XD And for the mere reason that I wasn't really in the right mood to jump and dance and whatever coz of all the luck. ^____^

The same luck which I've still been experiencing the past few days.

When I woke up on Tuesday morning for the usual ritual, which is attending vball training, I found out that I was having a hard time getting up. I WAS SICK T_T. It's like the right part of my head was getting eaten up by some sort of bacteria. Eww, no. I couldn't stand and see well. Darn headache. And then I couldn't breathe. Darn colds. So I texted Teki and my coach about it and didn't attend. =(

Speaking of Teki, we went straight home from training today to practice for this Saturday's contest. Only to find out that neither Faus nor Die could come. T_T So we just hung out in my room again. After a few hours, we felt the urge to eat. And I was really getting desperate to get some food in my cute little tummy (little? more like humongous XD). So I dialed 8-MCDO and ordered away! Would you believe what I had? 1 Burger Mcdo MEAL, 1 Cheeseburger MEAL, ang 1 order of LARGE fries. Yummy!! Hahaha...I think I finished most of it before Teki finished her Cheeseburger. XD

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Oh my, lots o' tags @_@ I'ma just reply here:

Fruit: Huh? Ano yung sinasabi mong "get a life"?
Zeero: Np, ;)
Migna: Oo nga eh, badluck super XD
Anonymus: HUH?!?
eL: Cute nga e XD Omigawrsh!! Chronicle 3?!? Chat tayo whenever. XD
Siopy: Oo nga, pansin mo rin?? Jk lang XD
Ariks: Lyrics? Sige post ko na rin dito, last part ng entry ko ngayon ^^
Jus: JUS!!! Thanks, uwi ka na!! Hahaha :D
Jayz: Cool ^^
Elphie: HI!!! Wala lang rin :D
Rashmi: Mishoooo too! See you guys on Sat! ^^
Anonymous: Ako? Heheh yeah :D
Ina: Halooness!

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As promised, here are the lyrics of our song ^^

Whatever
FADE

I. You say all the absurd things everytime behind my back
Doing the craziest things just to keep me off track
You always put me down
You always put me down

~So to all you backstabbers
and to all my detractors
Here's what I have to say

*Whatever! I don't care what you say
Who the hell are you anyway?
Whatever! I don't mind what you do
Coz who the hell are you?
I'll go on with my life
You go on with yours
Hey I'm happy, just leave me

II. You spread rumors about me then pretend not to know
You disguise as my friend when in fact you're one of those
Who always put me down
Who always put me down

(~,*)

To bring me down
Is that what you plan to do for the rest of your life?
Is that your ambition?
Do you want recognition?
I pity you
Get a life

(*)

Just another day in zhe life of me

2005-05-14T11:53:00.000+08:00

Darn, I couldn't log into my YM for some unknown reason. I wonder if I'm the only one who couldn't. *scratches head* Oh well, I might as well work on a new layout.

Waitaminnit, I think the song being played on TV is pretty familiar...LOVERS IN PARIS!! Wahahah XD My sister just turned the TV on, and the show came into view. Lol, hahahahaha!!

Oops, forgive me. I just felt like laughing. ^^;;

Anyway, let's talk about yesterday. Volleyball training...our coach didn't show up. He was pretty pissed off the day before. Figures. Heheh...

Band practice came after. We actually spent most of our time staying in this room, surfing and chatting the afternoon away. (Hahaha, Faus, Die, Teki! Remember? :D) Faus showed me this gif he made:

Lol! Ain't it cute?! Jesse here looks like he's comin' out of my butt. Haaahahahahah!! Cool...

Sigh, I'm hungry again. I want some kare-kare leftovers...

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Oooh I took this test from Just-Peachie. It's called "Do you know who you are?", and this is what it says about me:

Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.

Me likey. XD

Workaholic bookworm

2005-05-10T21:09:00.000+08:00

I am currently working for 5 hours a day, 7 days a week. Which pays 200php a day, meaning I get 1400php in one week. And I just sit there, pressing 3-5 buttons on the keyboard.

Not bad huh?

What job pays that much, you ask? Well, what can I say? I AM AN OFFICIAL PILOT OF MY SISTER'S GTH CHARACTER. She actually pays me just a hundred bucks. My mom pays the other half, for keeping my sister away from the pc. Lol.

Well, it gets boring at times because all I do is heal people. But at least I get paid. I'm gonna need the money. ;)

Yes, fine, call me a bookworm or whatever. But I need the money to complete my Mediator (one more book, man!) and Daughters of the Moon (eight more!!) collection.

I actually went bookstore hopping earlier today to look for The Mediator 6. And I ended up buying The Queen of the Damned, hardbound! It originally costs like, a thousand bucks. But I got it for 400. Coz it's second hand and all...but I really don't mind. It still looks nice anyway.

[Oh, and I'm typing all this up in Notepad because my hard disk's reeked so I had to get a new one. Meaning ALL MY PAST AND FUTURE BLOG LAYOUTS, WEBSITES, PICTURES, MP3s, VIDEOS, GAMES, etc...all of them are GONE! What hurts the most is that everything I've worked on Adobe, they're gone. T_T and yeah, I don't have an internet connection at the moment. Sad.]

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IMPORTANT CORRECTION:
About Shades of Grey performing in the Battle of the Bands...SOG will be replaced by FADE!! FADE with Teki. So please watch and support our band. Thanks ^_^

Hmm...

2005-05-07T09:52:00.000+08:00

...hmm...

I can't believe this. I think I'm running out of things to say. Which is actually weird because a lot of things have been going around in my mind, invading every bit of my brain, 'til I can't even remember all of em. This sucks, not being able to express my thoughts right.

Okay, first, there are the BANDS. I love bands. MY bands. In fact, I love them too much, I can't help but hold practices every weekend. Yeah, you might think weekly practices are not at all too time-consuming. But I don't know. Maybe I'm just too pressured from all the gigs. *insert hypnotic eyes here* But hey! Don't get me wrong! I still love jamming, I really do. ^_^ It makes me feel like I'm in heaven, you know? Like when I'm singing, I'm screaming all my thoughts away. XD Oh and songwriting comes too. So yeah, this issue is my #1 brain invader.

Second, hmm, what's second? Ah yes, volleyball. I love volleyball, it's my life! I mean, what would I be doing now without it? I guess I'd be a hopeless bum. Heheh kidding. ;) Thrice a week of training makes me sting in all the parts of my body. Especially my tummy. Oh, did you know? That doing countless sit-ups won't flatten your tummy? It just hardens it. So if you have a large tummy, I suggest working out, not only doing sit-ups. ;)

Next, THE MEDIATOR! Omg, I really love Meg Cabot for writing these books. Especially for creating JESSE. Wait, that makes me think. I should be hating her for creating Jesse. It makes me feel all miserable just thinking that there's nobody in this world (or at least, nobody I know) who is as perfect as him. I mean, are there even guys now who don't do BAD stuff? Like smoking, drinking, doing drugs. And at the same time, who are so polite, nice, and handsome? I dont think so. And you know what makes me experience misery at it's best? MEDIATOR 6 IS SOLD OUT IN NATIONAL BOOKSTORE!

Well, the last is about webdesigning. Lol, I really really enjoy doing this! I might make a new blog layout next week, or whatever. But not soon. It's just that I have to concentrate in producing a team website. Team, meaning the MCHS Volleyball team. Ave and I, the both of us are supposed to help each other, but we haven't talked about this yet. So I'm thinking about just making one on my own then asking her (and the team) to just add more stuff or revise it if ever they have better ideas.

So, that's it, basically. Or maybe I just can't remember the others. Okay, so yeah, I didn't run out of things to say. Lol. XD

Jesseeeeee....

2005-05-05T09:32:00.000+08:00

Omigosh, I CRAVE FOR MORE MEDIATOR BOOKS! I just finished reading the 4th. RAAAAAHHH! I couldn't even think now. All I know is...I WANT THE 5th!!! I LOVE YOU JESSE!!!

Shades of Grey PART II

2005-05-01T15:19:00.000+08:00

Ahhh great, there's another band in California named Shades of Grey. Time to think of a replacement. >_<

Shades of Grey

2005-05-01T14:39:00.000+08:00

Huh? What's that?: My band with Teki, Jussell, Alodia, Jeho and David.

What's up with SOG?: We'll be joining Summer Scream Showdown which is a Battle of the Girl Bands thing.

When?: May 21, 6pm-12mn.

Where?: Albergus restaurant, Capitol Drive, Capitol Hills. It's near Celebrity Sports Plaza, Sunny Hill School, Benedictine Abbey, etc.

How could I get tickets?: Email me only if you are SURE to buy tickets. And if possible, tell me BEFORE MAY 7 (Saturday) because I might give them out on that day. ^^ Btw, tickets cost 200php, 100php consumable.

Is it ok if I don't cheer for SOG?: NO! ABSOLUTELY NOT!! Wahahah kidding. :D But please DO try, 50% goes to audience impact! ^^;;

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Ooooh, I got a MakePovertyHistory.Org band. :D Join now and make the world a better place to live in!

Music = Heaven

2005-04-28T16:16:00.000+08:00

Oh wow, composing songs could be really fun! I stayed up late last night trying to finish the one I've already started days ago. I didn't want the moment to be wasted, you know, I might not feel inspired the next day. Lol. It's for FADE actually, the title's "Missing You". Hehehe! Get to hear it for the first time at the OPP! Lol, kidding. ^^ I'm still not sure if we'll be playing it there.

The Gitna! Got the picture from Teki's blog:

Gate to Heavens

2005-04-25T18:56:00.000+08:00

My passion for MMORPG's has been awakened!! Lol.. XD I'm currently addicted to Gate to Heavens Online. Some say the graphics are crappy, but I don't think of it that way. I THINK IT'S COOL! Well, it's kind of like Tantra + Lineage II. Hahahah.. ^_^ Do you know what's even cooler? I get to use my sister's high-levelled character to leech mine everytime she's not home (which is like, everyday, lol XD)! I got to level 15 from 8 in a night. Whee! :D

PM Ashiyuna if you are a GTH player. :D

Hey don't get me wrong. I still love Gunbound. ^___^

Anyway, I've been trying to memorize Kimura Kaela's songs for a while now. FYI, she's my favorite Jpop/rock artist. I love her songs! You might want to listen to these ones in particular:
1. Happiness
2. Whatever Are You Looking For?
3. Weak

Oh and you may want to check out Die's blog. YES SHE HAS A BLOG! But I'm not done with her layout yet, the one Faus and I worked on. Sorry Die! ^^;;

And thanks to Mr. Ronald Guanzon for the production of the FADE Website Ver. 2.00. ^_^

New layout: So Long and Goodnight

2005-04-21T15:12:00.000+08:00

Hahahah, I couldn't wait to use it so...hahaha lol :D It contains lyrics from "Helena" by My Chemical Romance. Go listen to it from my play list. ^_^

Gimikera mhen!

2005-04-21T00:37:00.000+08:00

I was in Eastwood yesterday with Faus and Die. They both had their siblings with them. For the first time, I was the one without the sibling. Hahahaha =D Anyway, we spent almost the whole day in the arcade and window shopping. I love window shopping. It would be better though if it was actually SHOPPING that we were doing which involved, you know, money, that we unfortunately didn't have. XD

We spent the evening singing our hearts out in the karaoke thing, it was really fun. I got a 99! Hahahah!! =D Anyway, the machine had really cool songs. They even had Japanese songs!! Lol! Die sang Morning Musume songs while Faus and I were teasing her. "She's practicing and getting ready to fly to Japan and audition for Morning Musume...blabla" Stuff like that, you get the picture. XD She memorized most of their songs and knows a lot AND I MEAN A LOT of stuff about them and their videos and songs. She even dyed her hair red. Hahahahaha...XD

Oh well, someone in the Gitna is acting the way she should not be acting. All I could say is....ANG LABO.

Oh man...

2005-04-19T12:30:00.000+08:00

Wah, I was in the middle of typing a really long entry last night, when I accidentally kicked the CPU and restarted it. Darn. And I don't have any intentions of typing it all out again. XD

Anyway, I'm mad at someone right now. Someone named....YEAH RIGHT AS IF I'M GONNA TELL. Hahahaha...Well, I'm not actually mad at him. I'm just disappointed. Oh well...

Must try: Punk-o-matic! Compose your own punk music. ^^;;

Layouts, birthdays...and books, ofcourse.

2005-04-16T12:36:00.000+08:00

I made a new layout last night. [FAUS! IT'S RED AND BLACK!!] But it'll be too soon if I use it now so I think I'll wait for a week more...or maybe 2. Hehehehh! ^_^;;

Two of my friends are celebrating their birthdays today. Happy birthday Dino and Camus! XD Oh, and Ina's bday was yesterday, BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY INA!! [Hahaha that's the 4th time I've greeted you, lol XD]

Ok, I'm going out today. Might as well buy Mediator 3... XD

Wow.

2005-04-15T15:53:00.000+08:00

Wow, I didn't expect my grades to be...well...great! Would you guys believe that I got an A in Social Studies?! OMG!! Hahahahah...it's really cool, considering the fact that I practically hate the subject.

Anyway, I'm stuck at home again, dreaming about Jesse. ^____^

Who's Jesse, you ask? Well, he's this hot guy in the Mediator series. He's Spanish! And man is Meg really good in describing those 6-pack abs of his. The only problem is, he's a ghost. Yes. I'm inlove with a fictional ghost. Hahahahah...

I gotta have more of those books! I wanna have more of Jesse!! LOL! XD Kidding.. =p

Meg Cabot fan on the loose!

2005-04-15T11:47:00.000+08:00

Meg Cabot Meg Cabot Meg Cabot!!! Hahahahahahah....I think I'm obsessed with a female author. Ewww...hahahah... XD But no, don't get me wrong. I just love her books, that's all. ^^;;

Today's the big day: I'm getting my report card. Wish me luck. Yikes!

Books books books PART II

2005-04-14T20:51:00.000+08:00

Wow, what a day! Many things happened but I'm too wrecked to type it all out. [Migna knows what and why ;)] Hahahah...oh well...one thing I'm gonna tell is I bought a new book again. Ofcourse, it's one of Meg Cabot's...and I'm off to reading AGAIN in a minute or two. I just felt the need to update my blog. So....there! XD Tata!

Buried alive.

2005-04-13T15:39:00.000+08:00

I had a very difficult time sleeping last night because of the mere reason I couldn't breathe (coz of my colds XD). When I finally dozed off, I dreamt of...death. The death of someone I truly love and care for (and who, in my dream, clearly loves me back). I don't know why, but it left this really huge image in my mind which made me wake up in tears. And up until now, I have this heavy feeling whenever it pops into my head. I don't know why!! I know I shouldn't care for this person, I should even be hating him/her for the things he/she did to me way back. *sigh*...

[I hope you know who you are...and hey, umm, take care of yourself for me.]

Oh well, I just thought of letting that out.

Books books books...

2005-04-12T16:51:00.000+08:00

Oh my, I think I'm becoming more and more bookwormy-ish. I finished another one today, Mediator: Shadowland by Meg Cabot. I love Meg Cabot. I love her books. ^_^;; I want all of em!! Sigh, I have nothing else to read. I'm gonna have to buy more of her books then. XD

I am in need of jam mates. I want somebody to jam with. NOW!!! *insert crazy hypnotic eyes here*

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Handy Little Spoon

A man and his wife were in a fancy resturant. While ordering, they noticed that the waiter had a spoon in his shirt pocket, and after looking around, they observed the other waiters and busboys each had a similar spoon. So the husband says, "What's with the spoon?"

The waiter said, "Well, we had this company come in and evaluate our time management and they found that people drop their spoon 74.8% more often than any other utensil. So if we carry one with us, we can reduce the trips back to the kitchen by 3 hours per shift.

The husband was impressed. Sure enough, he dropped his spoon during dinner and the waiter replaced it with his, stating, "I'll just get another when I go to the kitchen for something else".

While ordering dessert, the husband noted that the waiter had a very thin string hanging from the fly of his pants, as did the other waiters, so the husband asks, "Hey, there's a string on your pants". The waiter tells him, "not all my customers are as observant as you... the same company found that we can reduce the amount of time spent in the bathroom by 2 hours each shift if we tie a string around the end of you-know-what, and when we have to go we just unzip and pull it out with the string completely eliminating the need to wash up and saving time." The husband was impressed, but asked, "It's a good idea but how do you get it back in your pants?".

The waiter leaned close and whispered, "Well I don't know about the rest of them, but personally I use the spoon."

New Layout: Pink is Beauty

2005-04-11T16:31:00.000+08:00

Finally, I'm done with the layout. It features Kate Beckinsale coz I find her really pretty. Pink suits her well, don't you think? :D Hahahah kidding...

...which makes me wonder...I do seem to change my blog layouts too often, don't I? Well, I have a lot more in stock here for future use. LOL. I guess I'm just too addicted with using my Adobe Photoshop. ^^;; [don't worry Teki, I'll look for the cd =D].

Dreamy

2005-04-11T14:15:00.000+08:00

I just finished reading Princess Diaries III: Princess in Love, which I bought just last night, and boy was it romantic! Why can't I be a princess too? I'd die to have a happy ending just like hers. Nyahahahahhh...kidding. ^_^;;

Oh wait, gotta go finish this new layout I'm working on...

Think of all the things we've shared...

2005-04-09T11:13:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a day of reminisce and cries for the MC Volleyball team when we had a surprise party for the graduating seniors. I didn't get to say and express my feelings to them, so I might as well let it all out here. And para mas may feelings, ita-tagalog ko nalang... =p

Viene. Grabe, alam kong mababaw akong tao, at natatawa ako agad sa mga jokes, pero mamimiss talaga kita. Lahat ng jokes mo, mga sayaw mo, yung mga super nakakatawang moments, di ko talaga makakalimutan yun. =c Yung drop it like it's hot mo, lean back niyo, yung kagat mo (buti nalang di mo pa ako nakakagat heheh!) mga stunts niyo ni Osang, sobrang mamimiss ko kayo!! Goodluck sa dance lessons mo, "Miss Photogenic"! =D

Jojie. "Maganda parin tayo"...salamat talaga Jo. Nung akala ko di ko na makakayanan, andun ka lang, tapos nag heart-to-heart talk pa tayo, grabe salamat talaga. Salamat rin sa pag-motivate mo sa akin tuwing training and games. Di mo lang siguro alam, pero sobrang na-appreciate ko lahat nun. Salamat talaga sa tulong and mga advice mo. Hindi ko rin makakalimutan yung mga guitar sessions natin hehehe! Hinding-hindi ko rin makakalimutan yung last game natin, wa-poise!! Pero "Best Poise" ka parin! =D

Osang. Grabeeeee, sobrang mamimiss kita Osang. Kahit di tayo close or anything, di ko makakalimutan yung stunts mo talaga. Nakakatawa and nakakatuwa pang nakikita kong ginagawa mo yun pag nakatalikod si sir. Hahahaha! Di ko makakalimutan yung sumabit pa yung paa mo sa net! =D Awwww mamimiss talaga kita..."Rakista" ka parin! =D

Love you SENIORS.

virus my toot!!

2005-04-06T16:31:00.000+08:00

I suddenly woke up at around 2am this morning and guess what I got...an MMS of a Nokia Ringtone program thing from a friend. So being my usual stupid and curious self, I decided to install it!! Only to find out that it ain't a ringtone program...but a virus!!! Click here to learn more about Commwarrior. I'm warning you, it is a darn greedy bad virus, it automatically sends itself to everyone in your phonebook thru MMS...which means it eats up your money and credits. T_T Mine's only 15php now. Last time I checked (which was yesterday), it was still 100+. Oh well. I'm glad to have gotten rid of it. ^_^

13 days!

2005-03-31T23:10:00.000+08:00

Wow, what...it's been like *counts* 13 days since I last wrote here. Sorry, beloved bloggy, but I've been busy. I even thought I'd have more time to update you and "beautify" you, but no. To make up for it, I will tell you what's been keeping me busy! Hahahaha...

Well, Ragnarok's #1 on my list these days. I made a new, improved (and might I add, PRETTIER) acolyte since my old priestess' skills have gone all wrooooooong!! A friend's helping me level her up. ^_^ Thanks friend! Hahahaha...

Initial D Version 3 comes 2nd. I've become really REALLY addicted to the game, AGAIN. But the problem is, I suck. I still have to practice and tune my FD3SVI. Thanks to Zaibatsu.GXR (my team) especially Chard for training me heheh! And My "brother" Erick from Project Tofu! (Naks, special mention!) Woooh! Hehehe!

That's all for videogames. But ofcourse, music still has a place in my busy sched. Bands here, jamming there, music everywhere!! Lol... =p (Which reminds me, tonight's Avril's concert...and I'm stuck here at home... T_T)

Hmmm, okay, what else...Errr, that's it, I guess. I'm enjoying my vacation so far. ^_^ And yeah, I miss the Gitna. I'll be seeing you guys soon, aryt??

Happy happy, joy joy!

2005-03-18T14:46:00.000+08:00

WHOOOOOOOOHHHH!!!! OMG!!!!! FINALLY!!!!! Classes have ended!! I am so HAPPY!!!! *hops around* hahahahaha....

Hmmm...*sigh*...I'm gonna miss my classmates, the Gitna, my chair, my locker, my classroom, my teachers...I feel sad, knowing that I won't be with the people and the things I've grown attached to anymore... =c

BUT STILL!! NO MORE CLASSES!!! New emotion calls for a new layout.. =D

Gawrsh!

2005-03-18T05:40:00.000+08:00

It's our last day of classes today!! Wish me luck on my Bio exam ;)

GOODLUCK PEOPLE!! =p

Here we go again...

2005-03-14T17:26:00.000+08:00

I just got home from school, I have this stupid headache, and I probably would lay on my bed and sleep...in a bit.

*sigh* I feel so down...and friggin' confused! The only reason I could think of is...NAGUGULUHAN NA AKO SA INYONG DALAWA! Yeah, we know, we know. It's your life and problem, and we might as well keep out of it. We did our part na naman e, we tried to help. Pero ok, bahala na kayo sa decisions niyo. I just hope you make the right ones.

I also can't help but feel pissed. After all the help we gave, after all our time and effort...you don't seem to appreciate what we've done for you! Oh well, I guess it's just because of what's "happening", but you could at least treat us nicely, right? It affects us greatly, really. Or is it just me?

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Countdown 'til summer vacation: 4 days!!

AGH!!! Problems!

2005-03-11T11:19:00.000+08:00

I am currently in our school's computer lab...and I'm freezing to death! Brrr!

*sigh* All I can think of writing is about our barkada's problem. Don't get me wrong, I still want you to be a part of Gitna, but....AGHH!! I dont know!!

To II-2:

We all know that the school year is about to end, and our class went through a lot. Through the months, we have learned to become close to one another, trust each other and work as one.

Yes, you all have probably heard about our group's situation and we ask that you just leave us to fix our own mess. Some of you even might have heard altered versions of the story...which make us appear to be the ones to be blamed. I just want to make it clear that all of us had faults...but please...WAG NIYONG SABIHIN NA SUMOSOBRA NA KAMI. You guys don't even know what really is happening! We just couldn't expose the truth for the sake of...someone. You probably know who I'm referring to by now.

So please, we are really trying our best to fix this, so yeah...it is GITNA's problem, and ours alone.

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And to uhhh...one of my kabarkadas. Patawarin mo na siya!! Lol... ;)

a FROG entry ;)

2005-03-08T18:49:00.000+08:00

Hey there folks! Meet Bernie! (ribbit ribbit click me!!)

Well uhhm, I suggest not clicking the link above if you are a weak-hearted person and don't want a crucified frog with his insides showing stuck in your head.

Yes, it's true. I have finally dissected a frog! I thought it was kind of yucky at first, but hey, it is kind of FUN! :D My partner, Jussell, and I named him Bernie. Oh wait, the frog's a she! She has eggs!!! (uh huh, that black icky substance beside the frog, if ever you viewed Bernie's pic)

Oh well, nvm that. I think I sound really stupid and weird now. Hahahaha...

Ho hummm...

2005-03-07T18:05:00.000+08:00

Heheheh, I didn't go to school today coz I had this heavy feeling...of laziness maybe? =D I heard I just missed 3 quizzes, particularly in Bio, Fil and CL. And I heard I got 57/80+ in our Bio LT!!! Waaaahh...this sucks, really. -_- But atleast I passed, and Nana says we don't have any homework. =D

I am currently studying about more Adobe Photoshop stuff...and thinking of buying my own domain...YEAH RIGHT!! XD

I love games

2005-03-06T14:39:00.000+08:00

*sigh*

I'm currently addicted to these 3 flash games:
Pearl Game
Sherlock
The Pink Room

Oh, and Gunbound! ^^ I'll be playing with Migna and Chard later.. :D Migna says he needs only 253 GP to get the Axe rank. Waaah, I can't believe this.

Yesss, 2 weeks to go...and I'm freeeee!!!!

[EDIT!]
Argh! This monitor sucks! I can't play Gunbound coz it somehow turns off whenever I run the game!!! >_< Darn, I think I'll just be playing Tekken 5 in a little while.

Hello again!

2005-03-05T17:54:00.000+08:00

Long time no post!!...finally...and I also made a new layout! Yeah yeah yeaahhh... (Ina look! There's a bit of purple in it... ;) ).

...but too bad, I didn't keep track of my daily life (Again, INAAAA!!! =D) on my handy dandy cellphone.

Anyway, we slept at around 2 am coz we were practicing for our secret gig, Tutuband I mean. My barkada, the Gitna, also went to my house last night...and...there. ^^

Grrr, couldn't think of anything to write, my life is in complete and utter lack of profundity.

C'est la vie!

2005-02-23T19:24:00.000+08:00

Hehehe, it's been a while! PLDT sucks arse...but I've been keeping track of what's been happening to me in my handy dandy...cellphone. :D

02/18/05
Our performance in the ACLC concert was...well, shall I say...crazy (bombastic, telefantastic! :D). We just practiced the day before, so it was really...err...SABOOOG! But even though we were SABOOOG, the audience still applauded and even sang with us! Yay, good enough...hehehe! :D

Just when we were about to get offstage, the host stopped me to ask me A QUESTION...ONSTAGE! IN FRONT OF EVERYBODY! And what question was it? I won't tell...nuh-uh, not here. It's one of those questions you should not be asking in public so as not to embarrass the person asked. -_-

*sigh* What a tiring night, but enjoyable at the least. :D

02/19/05
Awww, we lost to ICA, again. They were really good! It was a close fight!!! Though they won 3-1 sets. Oh well, they're really nice to us...so it didn't affect me much that we lost. GO ICA!! Go win the championship! :D

After the game, I went home to bathe and get dressed, then went to Anime Xplosion! There were a lot of cosplayers!! Congratulations to the finalists! Congrats to my sis, who ranked 1st in her Creature Pink Gunbound costume!!!!! Complete with her dragon mobile and...uhhh...bird? :D Congrats also to Die who ranked 3rd in her Yuna Berserker costume!!!

02/20/05
We won!! We woooon!! Heheheh, we won against Diliman Prep.! We beat them, straight sets! Yeah, we ended up winning 3rd. So what? We had fun. And we worked real hard for it. Omg happy happy happy, that was our last game this season!!! That would mean...no more vball training until 7pm everyday!!!!!!! We would still have to practice, though...that's what our coach said. "Pahinga na muna mga juniors and seniors. Sa mga 1st and 2nd yr, gulpihan na sa training." ~_~ grrr...C'est la vie.

..and oh yeah, Hope won 1st, ICA was 2nd. Congrats to both teams. :D

Again, after the game, I went straight home, slept for 4 hours, woke up with a headache due to oversleep, "beautified" myself (hahaha! play prod groupmates!), then went again to Anime Xplosion. Yayyyy my sis won 1st place! :D and a lot of other awards too! Cool!

02/21/05
It's a Monday and we don't have classes! I attended play prod practice this morning, spent an hour in the afternoon in a netcafe waiting for my sister and dad, then went sraight to Greenhills right after.

We watched Constantine! Keanu Reeves could've easily met my tastes if he just wasn't bi!! But I must admit, he IS hot! His 6-pack abs are just too perfect...*drool* hahahaha...

After the movie, I went to my 2nd home...Timezone!! Deymn, after so many weeks! I just played Percussion Freaks to save money, but I really couldn't resist my tremendous craving for some Initial D action.

Just when I sat on the machine's seat, this n00by guy challenged moi! We raced like 4-5 times and he didn't win a single game. He seemed to be too proud to accept his loss and challenged me again and again, game after game. I bet he never knew that I once was one of the top female players in the country and that I always beat guy ass! *WHOOOOSH!!!* Well, that was before I stopped playing months ago. =c

Boy do I want to relive my ID days...but I don't have the money to splurge, so I'm thinking of getting a summer job.

02/22/05
Nothing special, I just bought a huge notebook for Biology. Yes, a notebook. I kid you not. =p I need organized notes to keep myself from flunking...

...I wonder how Typecast (an emo band from Laguna) manages to create good, "complete" music when they are actually composed of only 3 members.

02/23/05
Yay! I finally got a hold of the 2nd volume of Princess Diaries, Princess in the Spotlight!! It isn't available in some National Bookstore branches, and my friends don't have it too, I think... O_o so, yay! =D

Now, I will be tempted to drop my school stuff and read it.

Bound and broken

2005-02-16T18:41:00.000+08:00

A lot of stuff has been on my mind lately. Yeah, I have so much activities, sports and gigs to attend to. I'm such a busy person!!!...and I'm starting to hate my life now. I don't have time to play videogames anymore... :c *sigh*

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Natalie Imbruglia
Torn

I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm, he came around like he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry

Well you couldn't be that man that I adored
You don't seem to know, seem to care, what your heart is for
But I don't know him anymore

There's nothing where he used to lie
My conversation has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's fine, I'm torn

Chorus:
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed, lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late
I'm already torn...

So I guess the fortune teller's right
I should've seen just what was there and not some holy light
But you crawled beneath my veins and now

I don't care, I have no luck
I don't miss it all that much
There's just so many things
That I can touch, I'm torn

[Chorus]

Torn...
There's nothing where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's right, I'm torn

[Chorus]

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I'm ashamed, bound and broken on the floor
You're a little late
I'm already torn
Torn...

Crappy Wappy

2005-02-13T15:09:00.000+08:00

I hate school...and the work they make us do. Imagine, tons and TONS of paperwork, play prods, school projects...all in a month! Damn. I'd be really glad once this school year ends. In fact, I would sing and dance and jump and cry and and....nevermind. ~_~

I know I still have a LOT to do for tomorrow, but I must write about yesterday!

Ok, so I woke up at 5am to prepare myself and my stuff for beach volleyball. I was really excited because I was one of the chosen 5 to play! Really really cool....NOT. We played under the sun from 8am-5:30pm!! Ofcourse, once you stay under the sun for a long period of time, like 30 mins, you'd already get sunburnt. How about 9 hours and 30 mins? You would become more like a burnt hotdog or something...and I DO look like one.

So anyway, 16 schools participated in the GALS Beach Volleyball tournament, and we won 2nd place. I really felt guilty about losing the championship game because I was not feeling well during the last game. I felt like puking right then and there, but it would be really gross to puke on the sand, lol. And I couldn't see the ball, the players on the other side of the court even. It was really weird. >_<

After the tourney, Teki and I left earlier with my parents to pick Jussell up and prepare for our performance for the AHS sophnight. We played at around 9:30pm, and it was "BOOMBASTIC"! (ewww, the term hahaha!). I was with some of the Gitna peepz, and went home at 1am. Thanks Nana and Migna for waiting for my sundo!! I couldn't imagine what would be of me if you left me in the dark with all those ghosts and TIKBALANGS there. Lol! Jk! Thanks thanks ^_^

So there, I ended up sleeping at 2am, and I am sick today. Sick...and left with a lot of homework to finish.

A Letter to Remember: B

2005-02-10T20:41:00.000+08:00

Okay, so a lot has happened the past few days...I don't even remember all of it. So I won't post a recap tonight.

Hahahahahah I'm so lazy.

I just remember the 7 B's (as told by Mr. Francis Kong):
Books
Before
Boys
Because
Boys
Bring
Babies

Well, this isn't entirely true since not all boys bring babies (*pssst* some of 'em can't! Nah, just kidding ;D). What I meant was, not all guys have the intention of...err...bringing babies. Heheheh... =p

...and uhhh...Mr. Kong is a cool speaker! That was the first time in my high school history that I didn't fall asleep while a speaker was talking! Heheheh!

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We're having a beach volleyball game in LSGH this Saturday! How fun!

Well, it'll be fun as long as nobody watches from the outside of the beach vball court...since it will also be their annual HS fair. ~_~

Bawrduhm...

2005-02-07T14:37:00.000+08:00

Made this new layout out of severe boredom. I think it's nice...but something's missing. I dunno...it looks kind of...empty? Hahahaha...Dunno...nevermind. ^_^;

"Love is just an illusion to keep people happy."

EDIT:
There, I fixed my layout. It looks more complete now... XD

2005-02-07T08:56:00.000+08:00

Didn't go to school today because of a stomachache...and because I didn't do my homework. Hahahah! Jk.. ^^ "Funny funny funny!" Lol!

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Anyway, I went bloghopping, and I found this...uhh...speech? Which is a part of "Sandman" by Neil Gaiman.

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it?

It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest, and it opens up your heart, and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.

You build up all these defenses. You build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you. Then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life.

You give them a piece of you.

They didn't ask for it.

They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.

Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out, and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like "Maybe we should just be friends," turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.

It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.

I hate love.

Beeshee!

2005-02-05T18:58:00.000+08:00

Whew! Busy busy busyyyy!

I woke up at 6:30 am to prepare my things for the play prod pictorial. I also had to bring my electric and bass guitar for the band auditions for the fund raising concert in Ateneo later in the afternoon. So I met up with some of my classmates in Mcdo, ate breakfast there (yummm hotcakes!), then left for another classmate's house at around 9. We practiced a few scenes then had the pictorial.

Me and Nana had to leave early because of the auditions, so our classmate, Jam, gave us a ride back to Mcdo at 12. We waited for Teki and Jussell...then waited again for about 2 hrs to let the time pass. Well, we had to because Brian was supposed to be in Ateneo by 2pm, and we were gonna borrow their amplifiers, heheh. :D

THEN!!! Knight texted and told me that the 2-A band wasn't going to audition! We were really pissed. I mean, who wouldn't be? Waiting for 2 hours (with a LOT of stuff), then finding out that the guys who promised to lend their amplifiers just to make us audition weren't coming. Golly gee! >_< So we decided to just practice some songs in my house.

When we got here (my house), we looked for guitar tabs and lyrics of the songs we're playing on the AHS sophnight. THEN!!! Brian texted to inform us that they have amplifiers there!! We were like..."Omg! C'mon let's audition!!".

So after going through a few songs, we left for Ateneo. Brian and Leon accompanied us to the venue (Hey Nana! "ANG PANGET KO!!" Hahahahah! Joke lang...and joke lang *ehembrianehem* :D). Anyway, while we were playing our first song which was "Pretend To Be Nice", the guys there were singing! The Ooowee ooowee part. Hahahaha! :D THEN!!! They said we were good...but too stiff. So we TRIED to move while playing our 2nd song. THEN!!! They told us we were GOOOOD! Heheheheh! ^^

Brian and the guys hitched a ride out of Ateneo, and I dropped the girls in Mcdo (again). Aaaaaand...I'm now here at home, in front of the pc! Heheheh! ^^

.....I'm hungry.

Lazy Pink Day O_o

2005-02-03T21:16:00.000+08:00

This pink layout caught my eye...even though I'm not much of a pink person. It's really cute. ^_^

I'm too tired and too lazy to think and type anything about today....zzZZZZzzzzzz....

2005-02-02T21:02:00.000+08:00

.....Great, I got a 27.5/35 in the Math quiz I was talking about yesterday...that quiz I didn't study for (yeah, as if I even really study for quizzes, lol!). I wonder what grade I would get this quarter. I also scored a whoppin' 1/15 in today's English surprise quiz about theatre! Amazing!

...NOT!

Eyniwey (Sir Pino style!! Heheh, kidding... :D), training today really, really sucked. PERIOD. I'll just keep the juicy details to myself (and my teammates too, ofcourse).

...aaaaand...my bruised arm now has 2 little lumps. Ouchie.

Arrogantly prancing, hands held high...SATAN ascended from hell. :D

2005-02-01T20:22:00.000+08:00

We won 2nd place in the speechfest! And guess what...our score was just 1 point lower than the 1st place winners'. Wah, I really wanted to compete with the freshmen. But that's ok, we'll still get the 5 pts. (Am I right? Is it 5?) for our English grade. Hahahaha... =p

Hmmm, as usual, my day went fine. We had our Bio long test. Heheheh, I didn't study AGAIN. We also had a quiz in Math which was really long...and I didn't study for that too. :D I wouldn't be too surprised I ever I find out I failed or something. Hehehh. I'm so lazy, all I did last night was spend hours and hours on the phone. ^^

Speaking of which, I talked with Kaye's friend. He told me a lot of stuff about her (annoyingly weird stuff) but I won't tell anyone coz it might appear to some that I'm the backstabber. Geez..heheheh. :D I'll just keep my mouth shut about it.

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Yellowcard
Way Away

I think I'm breaking out
I'm gonna leave you now
Theres nothing for me here, it's all the same
And even though I know
That everything might go
Go downhill from here, I'm not afraid

Chorus:
Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe (Feels to be alone and not believe)
Feels to be alone and not believe anything

You can't stop me now
You can't hold me down
You can't keep me here, I'm on my way
I've made it this far now
And I'm not burning out
No matter what you say, I'm not afraid

CHORUS

Letting out the noise inside of me (Letting out the noise inside of me)
Every window pane is shattering (Every window pane is shattering)
Cutting up my words before I speak (Cutting up my words)
This is how it feels to not believe

CHORUS

Blogthings :D

2005-01-31T01:06:00.000+08:00

You Are 20 Years Old

20

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Your Dominant Intelligence is Musical Intelligence

Every part of your life has a beat, and you're often tapping your fingers or toes.
You enjoy sounds of all types, but you also find sound can distract you at the wrong time.
You are probably a gifted musician of some sort - even if you haven't realized it.
Also a music lover, you tend to appreciate artists of all kinds.

You would make a great musician, disc jockey, singer, or composer.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Home Alone

2005-01-29T21:30:00.000+08:00

I'm all alone at home tonight. My parents are on their way to the province...and my sister is out partying. :D I have the pc all to myself!!!

The earlier hours of my day were cool! I was with my barkada (hi to the Gitna!) the whole day! I first met up with Teki and Nana in Mcdo Katipunan before going to Ina's house. When we arrived at around 11am, Karla was already there. :D Hahahaha...we were supposed to finish our Fil project but we couldn't do anything without the comic strip images...Rashmi is the one incharge of those, too bad she had A LOT of stuff to do, so she couldn't come. I pity her, really, for being dumped with so much things to do by her pepmates. Oh well... :( Martina had a debut party to attend, so she too was absent...Anyway, since we had nothing to work on, they let me fix their blogs (Nana and Ina). :D It was fun, but tiring...hahah!

After eating lunch while having a chat with Ina's parents, we went straight to the Ateneo fair. I admit it was kind of boring because not much people were there. We just walked around, sightseeing. :D Oh, the Octopus was fun! I sat with Nana! Teki didn't go on the ride with us because she had nobody to sit with... :( Sorry Teki! While we were on, 2 guys started spraying...errr...an icky blue substance!!! The bad thing is...it left stains on our clothes, skin, hair, etc. Curse them. Curse those idiots. Hehehehe...

At around 4pm, Nana, Teki and I were the only ones left because Ina and Karla had to go home early. :( Some guys from 2-A accompanied us though... :D After a while, Nana also went home. Then one of the A boys (I'm not mentioning who..) asked me to be his sophnight date. ^^;; The other A boy also asked Teki to be his date, teehee! We were planning to be with our barkada on that night, so we agreed to just let them tag along with us. :D

Whew, okay, this is long. Typing this made me hungry! I'm gonna go get some food. :D

In the vast expanse of a timeless place...

2005-01-28T21:38:00.000+08:00

I realized today that Kaye Tan sounds like Satan. HAHAHAHAH! Nice one, Nana! >:D

Our presentation for the speechfest wasn't as great as I expected. Well, not because of the presentation itself, but because the light switches were all jumbled up! The positions of the bulbs were completely different from the ones I practiced with last week and I only had 30 seconds to fix them all by myself. I wasn't even done correcting 1 light bulb when my classmates immediately went on-stage!! So my 3-page copy of the supposed-to-be lights, the one I worked on for 2 nights, the one that got me these huge eyebags, was left unused! Grrrr. I, ofcourse, had to come up with something presentable, hahaha. I just hope it didn't look too weird.

I remain strong!

2005-01-27T22:07:00.000+08:00

Current addiction:
http://www.ebaumsworld.com/squares.html

Great, the speechfest eliminations are gonna be held tomorrow, me being the lights director. I didn't know it would be this DIFFICULT! The day of our performance for the English play is also fast approaching, and I'm the music director and one of the actresses. I haven't even started memorizing my lines...AND the Fil. project! A powerpoint presentation on the whole Florante at Laura story!! Argh, schoolwork sucks.

To add up to my stress, a friend told me about this girl, Kaye, from La Salle Antipolo who has been spreading rumors about me. She's doing it because this suitor of hers...LIKES ME A LOT! I don't even know them!! Geeez! She's also a member of their varsity volleyball team (whom we defeated...twice...hihihi) so ofcourse, her teammates believe everything she says. There's gonna be a cheering competition on the 19th of February, and something might happen, so you might as well come..a fight between me and her, perhaps? Nah, she'll do the talking, I do the laughing. ;) Hehehehe...I admit, she WILL look ridiculous...I'll have to laugh. :D

:)

2005-01-24T19:16:00.000+08:00

Ugh, stupid DSL wouldn't work for days.

Anywaaaaaay, our sophnight the other day was fun. It was nice performing in front of all our batchmates. Ok maybe not ALL of them. Hahahah :D The Gitna and 2-2 were really supportive!! Thanks guys! Thanks for being such loyal fans! Hahahahahaha!! Just kidding... :D

The night was a blast! MYMP performed! I didn't know they were that good. Heheheh! I LOVE the girl's voice. Oh and they played "I don't wanna wait"!! They were so cool hehehe! Out of the Box also performed. :D Too bad I had to go home early for our volleyball game the next day, which was yesterday..and uhh, we won... ;)

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The Used
On My Own

See all those people on the ground,
Wasting time
I try to hold it all inside,
But just for tonight,
The top of the world,
Sitting here wishing,
The things I've become,
That something is missing,
Maybe I...(fuck it)
what do I know.

And now it seems that I have found,
Nothing at all,
I wanna hear your voice out loud,
Slow it down, slow it down,
Without it all,
I'm choking on nothing,
It's clear in my head,
And I'm screaming for something
Knowing nothing is better than knowing it all.

On my own (4x)
(On my own)(2x)

Without it all,
I'm choking on nothing,
It's clear in my head,
And I'm screaming for something,
Knowing nothing is better than knowing it all.

On my own (4x)

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2005-01-17T19:17:00.000+08:00

Owww...I sprained my thumb today. I hope it'd heal before Saturday. How am I supposed to perform with an injured finger? Waaaah! Demmet....

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Grrr, some "Alex" guy is bothering me and I'm really REALLY getting pissed!! If you know someone with this no. --> 09275354938...PLEASE BEAT HIM UP!!!! Heheheheh :D

EDIT:
OMFG!!! There's also this "Abie" girl na nambabastos....I think they're one and the same person....!!!!!!! "Her" number is 09223212287...if you know "her"...BEAT "HER" UP TOO!

I'm baaaaack!

2005-01-16T22:07:00.000+08:00

Heheheh, it's been 3 days since I last posted a new entry here. Okay, so what happened the past few days?

1. The Green batch volleyball team lost to the Pink batch!!! Dang...Again, 2nd place goes to us.

2. My dad bought me a shiny, new, black Gretsch drumset!! *drool* ....which costs 32k.... >_<;;

3. I bought new clothes for the sophnyt this coming Saturday. The dress has lots of frilly stuff on it. I think I'll look like a walking rag. Hehehe! Just kidding... ;)

4. We watched a movie today, "Raise Your Voice"...starring Hilary Duff and OLIVER JAMES!!!!! *mega drool* <3 He's super hot and super cool! <3 <3 <3 Well, the movie was great, I wish I could also study in a cool music school like that...and meet a cool musician like OLIVER JAMES!!! Heheheheh!!!

Ummm, so basically...that's it! Back to studying for me...NAH! I'll do my homeworks tomorrow. I'm a good crammer... ;)

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Currently: Inspired to compose and make music ;)
Currently listening to: Fuel - Hemorrhage
Currently feeling: Happy...but sad at times, because I miss someone.

Lez play ball!

2005-01-13T21:54:00.000+08:00

Whew, volleyball training today was really tiring. We didn't have even one water break!! Oh well, it'll do us good, I suppose... :D

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Ah yes, the Green batch volleyball team won over the Pink batch today! Yeahhhh! We'll meet them (...and beat them again. HAHA! Hopefully...) in the championship game tomorrow. GO GREEN!!

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Hoobastank
Running Away

I don't want you to give it all up
And leave your own life collecting dust
And I don't want you to feel sorry for me
You never gave us a chance to be
And I don't need you to be by my side
To tell me that everything's alright
I just wanted you to tell me the truth
You know I'd do that for you
Why are you running away?
Why are you running away?
Cause I did enough to show you that I
Was willing to give and sacrifice
And I was the one who was lifting you up
When you thought your life had had enough
And when I get close, you turn away
There's nothing that I can do or say
So now I need you to tell me the truth
You know I'd do that for you
So why are you running away?
Why are you running away?
Is it me, is it you
Nothing that I can do
To make you change your mind
Is it me, is it you
Nothing that I can do
Is it a waste of time?
Is it me, is it you
Nothing that I can do
To make you change your mind
So why are you running away?
Why are you running away?
...What is it I've got to say...
So why are you running away?
...To make you admit you're afraid...
Why are you running away?

Why can't we stay in the library during the "intrUms"? Wahahaha!

2005-01-12T20:21:00.000+08:00

Oooookay. We were the only batch who had a muse. They even announced my name!! Omg, how embarrassing... >_< Anyway, the Green batch volleyball team (sophomores) won their 1st two games against the Blue batch (seniors) and the Yellow batch (freshmen). WOOHOO!!! Go green!! Hahahahaha...

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Oh oh, guess what? My dad's bestfriend gave me a belated xmas gift today...a really really REALLY cute mini electric guitar from Malaysia!! I LOVE IT!!! <3 Thanks tito! ^_^ (Okay, I know he wouldn't get to read this...but I wanna thank him anyway...hehehe!)

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Oh yeah, if you're wondering about the misspelled word in this entry's title...blame it on the MCHS librarians. Heheheheh! My sis told me about a sign outside the school library... "Students are not allowed to stay inside the library for the whole duration of the intrums." Hahahahahaaaa...

Ulp.

2005-01-11T19:32:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Movielife - If Only Duct Tape Could Fix Everything
Currently eating: chocolate cake

Wooh! Intrams are only 12 hours away! Hehehehe! The nice thing about intrams is we wouldn't have formal lessons for 3 days! What sucks is that...I was chosen to be our batch's muse... >_< I will have to walk with 2 escorts tomorrow...wah.

Ok, back to playing Gunbound! :D

To the Gitna: Hey! Gunbound is really fun! You guys should download the game, lol! --> www.mobius.ph Hahahaha! Patayan yan, cute cute wehehehehe! Heheh, pag wala lang magawa... :D

Uhhh...

2005-01-09T16:24:00.000+08:00

Demm, our game was postponed and the scheds are TBA. ~_~ Our team ended up wasting money and time in the arcades. Heheheh!

I know I'm supposed to work on my homeworks, but got tired of them and answered these questions instead:

SECTION 1
+ your name: Ashley Gosiengfiao
+ your gender: peemeyl
+ age: 15
+ hair colour: dark brown
+ eye color: dark brown
+ dominating hand: I was a leftie when I was a kid, but trained to use my right.
+ your location: living room..

SECTiON 2 [ HAVE YOU EVER ]
+ cheated on someone?: No..
+ fallen off the bed?: Lol yeah. :D
+ fallen for a relative?: No! Hahahah...
+ had plastic surgery?: Errr, I don't have the money.
+ broke someone's heart?: Yeah, I have...sorry. =(
+ had your heart broken?: Sadly, yes.
+ broken a body part?: Nope =)

SECTiON 3 [ CURRENTLY ]
+ wearing: Black and yellow "Mambo Goddess" shirt, a pair of sort of yellowish shorts, yellow & orange slippers, yellow earphones! :D
+ listening to: Evanescence
+ chewing: Pringles
+ feeling: Wasted.
+ reading: forums hahaha…
+ chatting with: a bunch of friends, and...hehehe.

SECTiON 4 [ DO YOU... ]
+ brush your teeth?: Of course I do!
+ like anybody?: Mm-hmm.
+ drive? : IRL? Yeah, just a bit.
+ believe in Santa Claus?: Not anymore.
+ ever get off the computer?: I seldom do so.

SECTiON 5 [ THE LAST PERSON YOU...]
+ hugged: Uhh...my mom?
+ talked to on the phone: Driver.
+ fell in love with: I won't mention his name. ;)
+ tripped: My teammate, I just don't remember who.
+ turned down: My bandmate... ^^;;

SECTiON 6 [ DO YOU . . . ]
+ Like to give hugs?: Depends, ehehe.
+ Like to walk in the rain?: Depends on my mood.
+ Sleep with or without clothes on?: With... O_o
+ Prefer black or blue pens?: Black
+ Like to travel?: No...
+ Like someone?: Errr, yup.
+ Think you're attractive?: Well, everyone is..be it physically or not.
+ Want to marry? : Yes, in the future.
+ Have a goldfish?: No.
+ Have stuffed animals?: I got lots of 'em!

SECTiON 7[ THiS OR THAT=]]
+ Pierced nose or tongue?: Eeeek, no.
+ Be serious or funny?: Heheheh, I'm funny most of the time.
+ Single or taken?: Single =)
+ Simple or Complicated?: Complicated...
+ Law or anarchy?: or
+ MTV or BET?: MTV.
+ 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek?: Dawson's Creek, since I never got the chance to watch 7th heaven.
+ Sugar or salt?: Wah...only one? Ok, salt. ;)
+ Silver or gold?: Silver
+ Tongue or belly button ring?: Blech, no thanks.
+ Chocolate or flowers?: CHOCOLATE!!
+ Angels or miracles?: Angels
+ Colored or Black-and-white photos?: Colored
+ Sunrise or sunset?: Sunset
+ M&M's or Skittles?: M&M’s
+ Rap or Rock?: Rock!! \m/
+ stay up late or sleep in?: Stay up and never sleep. Heheheh...
+ TV or radio?: Radio
+ Hot or cold?: Cold?
+ taller members of the opposite sex or shorter?: Taller... <3
+ Star or moon?: Star
+ Diamond or Ruby?: Diamond, teehee!
+ Left or Right?: I answered this question already! Heheheh...currently a righty.
+ Vanilla or chocolate?: CHOCOLATE :D
+ Cat or dog?: Cat, but I only have a dog.
+ Mustard or ketchup?: Ketchup
+ Newspaper or Magazine?: Mag...
+ Spring or Fall?: Spring.
+ Give or receive?: Receive then give...wahahahaha!
+ A year of hot sex or a lifetime of friendshiP?: Uhh, friendship..
+ Happy or sad?: I dunno...
+ sneakers or sandals?: Sneakers!
+ McDonald's or Burger King?: Mcdo
+ Mexican or Italian food?: Italian pasta!
+ Lights on or off?: Errr...on?
+ Candy or soda?: Candy
+ A house in the woods or the city?: City!! Can't live without technology and stuff hehehehh...
+ Pepsi or Coke?: I'm not much of a softdrinks person.

Happy happy :)

2005-01-08T21:51:00.000+08:00

Not much people went to G2con today, but a lot asked for our picture (FADE). One even claimed to love our album! Wow, he already has a copy...I envy him... >:) Hahahaha!! Dang, that was really hilarious.

I also bought a new pair of Philips earphones, whee! It doesn't look and sound as cool as the ones from Sony, but I guess it'll do. It even has these reflectors, and you can change it's design caps. Lol! I'm glad because one of the pairs of caps is yellow, which is one of my favorite colors! Hehehe, I still want orange earphones though...

Ok, I'm going under the sheets now...no not now, maybe a little bit later...just earlier than usual. Have to prepare for the volleyball game tomorrow! Wish us luck! :D GO MC!

Eep!! Panic-stricken.

2005-01-07T21:30:00.000+08:00

Oh geez, what am I to do...what am I to dooooo?! I already have my weekend planned out. Tomorrow, G2con...Sunday, project-making. But we're having another volleyball game on Sunday! Damn, I haven't even started making a pedigree chart yet!! And it's due on Monday!!! Nyarl! Omg, omg, omg....oh well, I'm used to cramming anyway.

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Oh well, my day in school went fine. I love my friends....they always make me happy. *nudge nudge, penge pagkain, hweheheheh... >:)* Lol! Just kidding... :D Heheheh, new seating arrangement...and I'm in the front row!! Woooh! That'll keep me from sleeping.

Volleyball training was cool, even though our coach went mad again. I'm looking forward to our future games! Teehee!

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Stupid, stupid! You're so stupid! I created you....and you hurt people like that?!

Darn blog. Heheheh. ;)

Bored at home

2005-01-06T10:47:00.000+08:00

Wow, I didn't know I'd be this much hooked to blogging. I even thought blogs were one of those kind of "jologs" trends. Well, I love making graphics of my own, so I'm having fun creating layouts ^_^ I'll be changing mine in a week or so...lol, I have one ready right now! XD Well, it's the only thing I could do to keep myself busy and have fun at the same time...and to take my mind off my problems. Oh well...^^

Anyway, here's a little preview of my next layout ^_^

Oh, before I forget, I want to thank my friends who stayed by my side the whole time. You are the only reason I hold on and stop myself from breaking down. T_T Thanks...I love you guys... ^_^

Sick

2005-01-06T07:34:00.000+08:00

I'm home alone today, I'm sick...well not really sick, but my knees ache. They must have been strained during volleyball training yesterday. I also don't feel well since I didn't get enough sleep.

I created this new layout called "Love hurts". I'm getting addicted to this blog thingy. ^^;;

So Goodbye
Dave Matthews Band

So here we are tonight
you and me together
With the storm outside, and the fire's bright
Oh and in your eyes I see
What's on my mind
you've got me wild
Turned around inside
Oh and then desire, see, is creeping up heavy inside here
And know you feel the same way I do now
Now let's make this an evening
Lovers for a night, lovers for tonight
Stay here with me, love, tonight
just for an evening
When we make our passion pictures
You and me twisted secret creatures
And we'll stay here
And tomorrow go back to being friends

Go back to being friends
But tonight let's be lovers
We kiss and sweat
We'll turn this better thing to the best
Of all we can offer, Just a rogue kiss
Tangled tounges and lips
See me this way
I'm turning and turning for you
Oh, girl, just tonight

Float away here with me
An evening just wait and see
But tomorrow go back to your man
I'm back to my world
And we're back to being friends
Wait and see me
Tonight let's do this thing
All we are is wasting hours
Until the sun comes up it's all ours
On our way here
Tomorow go back to being friends

Go back to being friends
Tonight let's be lovers, say you will
And hear me call, soft-spoken whispering love
A thing or two I have to say here
Oh tonight let's go all the way then
Love I'll see you
Just for an evening
Let's strip down, trip out at this
One evening starts with a kiss
Run away

And tomorrow back to being friends
Lovers...love...lovers
Just for tonight, one night...love you
And tomorrow say goodbye